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Sep 30 Thu 2010 15:04
我的瞇瞇眼小男友日記-Loving or Loved

Dear Mimieye:

我們的感情出現的問題似乎不是距離，而是兩人對這段感情認同的價值。

分離的蜜月期已過，馬上出現的就是爭執，在別人的眼裡，我們的爭執就是老掉牙劇情，不外乎就是我說了傷害你的話，或是你為什麼不懂我在想什麼。

學了一輩子傳播溝通，與最親密的人相處時總是兵荒馬亂，毫無模式可言。

我們都哭了！

在電話的彼端，我可以感受到無助與偽裝。我們曾經是緊密依靠的生活共同體...

一天、兩天忍一下就過了，但面對一個月、兩個月甚至一整年的獨處是很殘忍的謀殺這段感情。朋友說你看來很寂寞，他們說：「過去有我的陪伴，你似乎比較快樂」。或許是真的吧！在這個弱肉強食的社會，有個人可互相依偎總是堅強許多。

我記得以前我去Boston時，你說不管天涯海角我都會把你追回台灣，當初就是因為你的無畏，讓我相信這段感情擁有的不是只有簡單的累積，而是兩人可以共同創造的價值。但一年一年的時間過了，你的無畏、霸氣似乎淡去，你的步伐留在與現實的妥協當中，有人說20歲的願望是夢想、70歲的夢想就真的只是場夢。

親愛的瞇瞇眼，我們還能創造什麼樣的愛情價值？

最近我很迷的美國影集Glee(歡樂合唱團)-Love hurts

PS. 機票訂好了，希望這冬季千里尋夫之旅，物超所值啊！

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